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My Son, My Heart, My Angel – Approaching 50 and Fabulous
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My Son, My Heart, My Angel

February 15, 2016

His heart stopped beating at approximately 7:15pm on February 11, 2016.  

I held my heart in my arms as he took his last breath, reminded him of how much I love him and kissed his forehead. 

He is now gone. I miss him. 

 My heart is now an Angel in Heaven. 

The pain is unbearable, but somehow I get through the day. Each almost a robotic act. 

Despite the awful circumstances, I realize how blessed I am.  So many people loved him.  There were over 20 people at his bedside as he passed. Everyone was telling stories of how special he is and praying for a final miracle. 

In the days since his passing, the  expressions of sympathy and support have been overwhelming.  I have to pay these gifts forward when I am able. 

I would give away every possession I have to hear his voice one more time. One more bear hug would make all the emptiness fade away. 

His visitation is Tuesday, burial on Wednesday.  

I am not ready to say goodbye. 

šŸ’‹~ Miranda

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1 Comment

  • Reply Tina February 15, 2016 at 10:43 pm

    I know you’re hurting. I’m here for you if you ever need to cry, scream, talk or anything at all. Anytime, day or night!

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